February 26, 2009

i know just what you are

 current music: “whoa (me vs. everyone)” forever the sickest kids

hey everyone. hope you guys are all having a wonderful thursday. my thursday is going okay. i am still a bit on the anxious side but i took some medication so i am hoping that it’ll will soon relax me enough where i can begin to be normal and act normal. lol. i was soo glad that i didn’t have to go to work today! :D i’m really wanting to find another job.

i want some new shoes and i just want to be myself again. this anxiety stuff really sucks. :( plus i’m not eating that much anymore cause of the anxiety. i also want to wear makeup more now. i have sooo much of it.

i also have this crush on this adorable boy. i think he is soo funny, sweet & sexy all in 1. he’s cute and i think i like him. :P haha. i enjoy talking to him and he enjoys talking to me. hehe ^_^

xxoo

is there solid ground below?

i want it to rain. it hasn’t rained here in many days and i have been feeling kind of terrible for some reason but i am glad that i am beginning to feel a bit better. i am praying i don’t have to work tomorrow. :( i can only dream and wish. she, i thought i would call me but she didn’t. i am kind of hoping she lets me go so i can just find another job but yeah. i think i have a crush on someone else now. i am moving on since well, the guy i used to like, moved on. :P

oh well. i am moving on and i’m ready to be swept off my feet this time! <3

xxoo

February 25, 2009

hiya kiddos

new to tumblr. hope i can get used to this site. :P expect more updates and just me rambling on how complicated my life is. you should prepare yourself for a rollercoaster.

its going to be one bumpy ride.

question of the day: what did you think of obama’s speech tonight?

xxoo

stacey